what music means to me....

music has always been a part of my life. i feel a deep, almost spiritual connection to it. i listen to music almost every second of the day, if possible. music has helped me describe myself in ways my words could not. it holds specific and intense emotions. thank you music and every single person who makes it.

lyrics/songs i relate to heavily... formated lyr - title - artist

"when i realize im holding on to the hope that maybe your feelings dont show" -- feels like we only go backwards - tame impala

"i envy you because you can believe in things like i never could and not dose yourself into a coma over the bestiality of our race"-- we will commit wolf murder - of montreal

"so if you wanna burn yourself, remember that i love you and if you wanna cut yourself, remember that i love you and if you wanna kill yourself, remember that i love you. call me up before you're dead, we can make some plans instead. send me an IM, i'll be your friend" -- loose lips - kimya dawson

"with my friends, friends till the end, is where i wanna be. i dont need to but i want to sing with you cause i miss you" -- i miss you - kimya dawson

"see i stopped going to the places where the people act so nasty and pretentious cause i'm happy sitting with my friends in sidewalk singing songs" -- being cool - kimya dawson

"but i am a rock tumbler i've got rocks inside my head and just because they come out shining doesn't mean that they are diamonds and i guess that my worst nightmare is your very favorite bar, when i'm worth my weight in shale and slate i'll know that i'm a super duper star" -- being cool - kimya dawson

"and the next day i'll be somewhere else, part of me will hate myself, part of me will know deep down that i am pretty cool. the part of me that knows i never cared for being cool" -- being cool - kimya dawson

"to be honest if it's wrong, i don't want to be right. i don't wanna talk if you're not gonna talk to me nice" -- be nice 2 me - bladee